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The man who is seeking comfort does not want truth; he only wants security, safety, a refuge in which he will not be disturbed. But a man who is seeking truth must invite disturbances, tribulations because it is only in moments of crisis that there is alertness, watchfulness, action. Then only that which is is discovered and understood.
Jiddu Kirshnamurti (via alteringminds)

Anniversary namin, hindi niya ata naalala o sadyang ayaw niya lang alalahanin. Hindi gaya ng ibang celebration yung anniversary namin, kahit nung 1st anniversary namin parang ordinary day lang. Sabagay birthday niya rin ngayon kaya papaubaya ko na lang yung pagcelebrate ng anniversary namin sa celebration niya. Intindihin na lang siya, ayokong magtampo o magpapansin porke di lang cinecelebrate yung anniversary namin, pero yung natapos na yung araw ng anniversary namin pero di pa rin niya ko binabati, kahit yung simpleng pagbati lang saken siguro ayus na ko ehh. Minsan lang naman kasi tong araw na to eh, may nagawa akong ikakagalit niya saken pero siguro di naman sapat yun para di niya ko batiin. Hindi naman kasi ganun kalalim yung nagawa ko eh, bakit ba grabe yung ginagawa niya saken? Kanina pa parang hinihiwa yung puso ko sa sakit, ayokong mag-inarte para di masira yung araw niya. Wala kong mapagsabihan sa sobrang sakit, lahat kasi ng advice saken hayaan ko na lang daw siya kasi birthday niya naman. Panu naman ako? Bakit parang ako lang ang affected? :(

lalakingmadrama:

Dude,

Whatever her figure is, There is always someone who admire her for who she is. Someone likes her the way you used to do. It’s disappointing how you’ve changed after she let you take care of her heart. You start ignoring her, you start being effortless. You stop winning her  because you’re too confident that she loves you too much that she can’t afford loosing you. But the truth is, she’s just ignoring those guys who actually do better than you because she still believes in you. Do you realize how lucky you are?  You have the girl that other guy wish for. Someone out there is trying really hard just to catch her attention, While you keep on acting like you don’t want her anymore. You didn’t bother texting her in a day while someone out there wish they had her number and probably that guy will blow her phone with those sweet reminders, You’re feeling lazy going out with her? Other guys wish they could spend a day with her, create some memories and will cherish it. You don’t have time for her? Other guys wish they could be close to her, to comfort her, to hear her out until she’s okay. Out of these guys, she still chose you. She have her heart, her time, her eyes on you.. Please wake up before it’s too late. Before someone take over, before someone do the job for you. Before she’ll realize that you’re not worth it anymore. 

Kumilos ka ng tama ayun sa edad mo, para hindi ka binabastos at nirerespeto ka ng mga taong nasa paligid mo. Hindi sa lahat ng oras kelangan intindihin yang ugali mo Ü

Hindi mo kailangan ipaalam samin kung anong meron ka na wala kami, walang yumayaman sa kayabangan.
I will be the one who will be right next to you every night. I will be the one you will dance with whenever you want and will hold you tight. I will be the one who will wipe all the tears from your cheeks. I will be the one who will watch you whenever you fall asleep. I will be the one who will make your every moment a heavenly bliss. I will be the one that will greet you every morning with a kiss. I will be the one that will guide you until my eyes sore. I will love you a hundred times more than your boyfriend before.

I will be the one who will be right next to you every night. I will be the one you will dance with whenever you want and will hold you tight. I will be the one who will wipe all the tears from your cheeks. I will be the one who will watch you whenever you fall asleep. I will be the one who will make your every moment a heavenly bliss. I will be the one that will greet you every morning with a kiss. I will be the one that will guide you until my eyes sore. I will love you a hundred times more than your boyfriend before.

We’re born to die.
Yan ang baby ko habang nadede saken, fully breastfeed siya at hindi siya umiinom ng powdered milk. Alam naman nateng healthy ang gatas ng ina para kay baby at para sexy si mommy :D Pero di naman yun ang reason kung bat ako nagbreastfeed. At first mahirap kasi yung baby ko maya-maya gutom kaya ayun nagsugat yung nipples ko hanggang sa nag3months na baby ko. Ngayon medyo ok na kasi kumakain na siya ng solid foods, dumedede na lng sya tuwing inaantok siya parang pampatulog niya na lang ang pagdede. Ngayong magiisang taon na siya gusto ko sana magtrabaho para makatulong sa budget ng 1st bday niya pero di kakayanin dahil ang baby ko hindi marunong dumede ng tsupon. Ewan ko kung kelan titigil to sa pagdede, pero ayus na rin saken para kahit papanu nasusubaybayan ko paglaki niya at ang maganda rin sa breastfeed ay yung hindi ka nabubuntis agad.

Yan ang baby ko habang nadede saken, fully breastfeed siya at hindi siya umiinom ng powdered milk. Alam naman nateng healthy ang gatas ng ina para kay baby at para sexy si mommy :D Pero di naman yun ang reason kung bat ako nagbreastfeed. At first mahirap kasi yung baby ko maya-maya gutom kaya ayun nagsugat yung nipples ko hanggang sa nag3months na baby ko. Ngayon medyo ok na kasi kumakain na siya ng solid foods, dumedede na lng sya tuwing inaantok siya parang pampatulog niya na lang ang pagdede. Ngayong magiisang taon na siya gusto ko sana magtrabaho para makatulong sa budget ng 1st bday niya pero di kakayanin dahil ang baby ko hindi marunong dumede ng tsupon. Ewan ko kung kelan titigil to sa pagdede, pero ayus na rin saken para kahit papanu nasusubaybayan ko paglaki niya at ang maganda rin sa breastfeed ay yung hindi ka nabubuntis agad.

 Bakit nagsisinungaling ang mga tao? Mahirap ba talagang magsabi ng totoo? Minsan, makakarinig ka ng rason na, “Kaya ko tinago sa’yo kasi ayaw kitang masaktan." Seryoso? Sa tingin ba nila, hindi tayo mas masasaktan kung huli na natin malalaman? Hindi ba’t parang mas masakit? Isipin niyo nalang, nagsasawa ka na pala sa isang tao pero ayaw mong sabihin kasi masasaktan siya. Kung sasabihin mo ngayon, natural lang na masaktan mo siya. Pero mas mabuti ‘yun kesa magpanggap ka na ayos lang ang lahat pero ang totoo, hindi naman talaga, kesa ipakita mong masaya pero ang totoo, gusto mo nang bumitaw. Mas mabuti ‘yun kasi nagpakatotoo ka, at pagkatapos non, wala naman siyang ibang magagawa kundi tanggapin ‘yun. Kesa hintayin mo pang siya mismo ang makaalam na ayaw mo na, na nagsasawa ka na. ‘Wag mong hayaang pangunahan ka ng ibang tao. Mas masakit na malaman sa iba ang katotohanan. Mas masakit na kung kelan huli na ang lahat, saka niya malalaman. Paano kung pwede pa palang ayusin pero hindi mo na binigyan ng pagkakataon ang isa? At higit sa lahat, ‘wag mong hayaan na may maiwan ka ng may galit sa’yo. ‘Wag mong hayaan na ang isang pagsisinungaling ang magtatapon ng lahat ng pinagsamahan niyo.